I made a decision about a month ago to step up to the next level in my life and in my business.
I set myself some new challenges. When I do this I know the universe will show me opportunities to “clean up“ any areas that may be holding me back or weighing me down. One of the challenges I set for myself was to add more value to my community. I could sense the area of opportunity to step up was in the area of training in my business and the nerves began to arise around a particular aspect of the training I could provide to my community of entrepreneurs. I pondered as to why this was out of my comfort zone, I sat in mediation and was taken back to a time in my first year of high school when I was called up to the front of the class in science by the teacher. We were doing a lesson on mass. I was excited to be “selected” by the teacher, she also called another girl as well. I was a slightly more rounded girl than the other one the teacher had selected and to my horror the teacher pointed out that I had more mass than the other girl. The class laughed and I was mortified, ashamed and totally humiliated.
I realised that this was a fear holding me back from doing the training for my community. This was what we call a “stopper”. I was allowing a past experience to stop me or hold me back from being more fully myself. Knowing what I was holding onto from my past that was effecting me now allows me to embrace it and change it. I am now preparing to do the training and to meet the challenge I set myself to be more.
What is holding you back?